I used to think the story ended when somebody leaves
Now I see some people only stay as long as they need
I was carrying expectations that were bigger than us
Trying to build a future out of feelings and trust
You said things that sounded good, I believed every word
Looking back, all the signs were there, I just wasn't concerned
I was focused on potential, what we could become
Sometimes that's the same thing as staring straight at the sun
You were searching for direction, I was searching for peace
Both hoping the other person would provide the missing piece
That's a lot of pressure for a heart already confused
A lot of weight for somebody still tying their own shoes
I don't think you meant harm every time that you lied
I think you got scared whenever truth got too hard to hide
And that's human, I get it, I got flaws too
I've said things from a place that wasn't fully truthful
But eventually I learned every excuse got a cost
And sometimes the biggest lesson comes from taking a loss
So I stopped asking questions that already had answers
Stopped dancing with ghosts, stopped romanticizing disasters
It's all good now, I finally let go
Stopped trying to force flowers where the roots wouldn't grow
Wish you well on your road, got my own to pave
Some people teach love, some people teach change
It's all good now, I don't carry that weight
What's meant for me won't need convincing to stay
And every closed door made room for something new
So I'm thankful for the lesson and I'm thankful for you
Been taking longer walks with my phone on mute
Learning how to enjoy all the silence I used to rebuke
Funny how the peace shows up when you stop chasing noise
When you stop needing validation just to feel some joy
I been calling old friends, checking in with my folks
Laughing more, sleeping better, finding balance in growth
Got a notebook full of thoughts I don't send anymore
Turns out every feeling doesn't need a war
You were holding onto comfort, I was holding onto hope
Both trying to climb mountains with a fraying rope
Nobody was the villain, nobody was the prize
Just two people looking at life through different eyes
I used to think letting go meant forgetting your name
Now I know it's remembering without carrying pain
It's seeing old pictures and not feeling destroyed
It's hearing your song and still enjoying the noise
It's wishing somebody well even when they moved on
Knowing love can be real even when it's gone
Knowing chapters can end without making them failures
Knowing healing gets closer every day that you face it
And maybe we were never meant to last forever
Maybe we were just a season learning different weather
You taught me what I needed, I hope I did the same
No resentment in my heart, no bitterness remains
I don't need an apology to finally feel free
I don't need closure from you, I can give that to me
That's the part nobody tells you when you're in the storm
The peace you're looking for is something you can form
Nowadays I'm planting seeds I probably won't see bloom
Trusting timing more than panic, giving growth some room
Taking care of my spirit like I take care of my craft
Trying to be more present, trying to slow down the path
Some mornings still hit different, I won't lie about that
Certain memories sneak up while I'm counting blessings back
But they don't own me anymore, they just visit and leave
Like clouds crossing over skies that still got room to breathe
And if I ever see you somewhere years down the line
I hope life gave you clarity, I hope life treated you kind
I hope you found the courage that you struggled to find
I hope you made some peace with all the things on your mind
As for me, I'm doing good, got a lot on my plate
Building something solid now, not rushing the fate
Learning every ending got a purpose in view
Because letting go of you helped me get closer to me
It's all good now, I finally let go
Stopped trying to force flowers where the roots wouldn't grow
Wish you well on your road, got my own to pave
Some people teach love, some people teach change
It's all good now, I don't carry that weight
What's meant for me won't need convincing to stay
And every closed door made room for something new
So I'm thankful for the lesson and I'm thankful for you
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