jueves, 28 de mayo de 2026

Cheers to you, blue eyed eye opener

You said honesty mattered, then you mastered the disguise
Lookin’ me dead in the face while rehearsin’ all your lies
I was defendin’ your name in rooms you already burned
You were cashin’ out trust while I was hopin’ you’d learn

Funny how the truth leaks through the cracks in your tone
Every “I love you” sounded more like fear bein’ alone
I confused your dependency with some kind of devotion
Now I see you only loved me when I softened your emotions

You needed somebody solid when your world went dark
But you never had the courage just to look at your heart
Always blamin’ your past every time you got caught
Like pain was a pass for every line that you crossed

And I bought it for a minute, that’s the sick part
Tried to water dead roots, call decay art
Now I replay conversations and the mask slips clear
You weren’t misunderstood, you were just insincere

And it hurts ‘cause I believed you
Every cracked excuse and half-truth that you leaned to
I kept carryin’ us both ‘til my soul went numb
Now I see the kind of person you become
Weak love, weak spine, weak lies
Crocodile tears in your blue eyes
I was buildin’ somethin’ real while you played pretend
Now the silence sayin’ everything you never did

You wanted sympathy more than accountability
Wanted me to call your chaos vulnerability
There’s a difference between broken and afraid to grow
You wore damage like a crown just to avoid the work below

And I know people hurt people, trust me, I get it
But eventually your patterns become choices if you let it
You kept runnin’ from yourself and called it “needin’ space”
Then came back when nobody else could tolerate your ways

That ain’t love, that’s survival with a softer presentation
That’s manipulation wrapped in pretty conversation
You kept sayin’ “I’m trying,” but effort got a deadline
Funny how your healing only mattered on my time

And I ain’t innocent, nah, I got wounds too
But at least I never made my scars another excuse
There’s strength in admittin’ when the poison is yours
You kept sweepin’ broken glass underneath the floors

Now I see you clearer than I wanted to
A scared little kid inside an adult costume
Still runnin’ every time the mirror talks back
Still callin’ every bridge burned “another attack”
And I can’t save somebody addicted to escape
Especially when they mistake love for a safe place

And it hurts ‘cause I believed you
Every cracked excuse and half-truth that you leaned to
I kept carryin’ us both ‘til my soul went numb
Now I see the kind of person you become
Weak love, weak spine, weak lies
Crocodile tears in your blue eyes
I was buildin’ somethin’ real while you played pretend
Now the silence sayin’ everything you never did

I been catchin’ smoke by the river lights
While the last train screech through the midnight
Everybody wanna package pain
Turn your hunger into a stage name

Like another kid with a Strat too loud, yeah
First the praise and then the drought
Then your face all in the crowd
Then they laugh when you burn out
I ain’t signin’ up for that, nah
So fuck another clean persona

You can’t market what was born in the BA streets and corner stores, huh
I’m tryna sing like broken radios still workin’ through the static
Like Charly in the blackout, still makin’ magic

Maybe this was never meant for me
Still I breathe through every memory
If success means losin’ all the things that made me feel alive
Then what’s the point of winnin’?

Through my window, I see
The same old blocks with laundry on the wire
Same old dogs barkin’ at the tires
Think I gotta change the choir, yeah, yeah

I been movin’ slow, not robotic, uh
I don’t wanna die, nor be iconic, uh
I don’t need my face in monuments, no
Maybe I—hold up

Through my window, I see
Not a palace or a parliament, no
Just the only place that ever felt like home
If I drift away, can I still come home?

You anxious motherfucker
Scrollin’ every app for a verdict, motherfucker
Every night I sit awake thinkin’ how to stitch the holes in you
I know you tired, motherfucker
It’s hard to reach you
Still I try to
Still I forgive you
But why you hide inside that shell like an old bandoneón missin’ half its blues?
I tell you leave before the mold consume
Oh, you lil’ fool

Through my window, I see
The same old blocks with laundry on the wire
Same old dogs barkin’ at the tires
Think I gotta change the choir, yeah, yeah
I been movin’ slow, not robotic, uh
I don’t wanna die iconic, uh
I don’t need my face in monuments, no
Maybe I—hold up

Through my window, I see
Not a palace or a parliament, no
Just the only place that ever felt like home
If I drift away, can I still come home?

Keep your medals and applause, we grew up under leaky ceilings
Where the saints wear futbol jerseys and survival is religion
Got a few friends smell like gasoline and cheap Fernet
And we still gon’ laugh outside while the whole sky turnin’ red

That’s the life I wanna land in, but it don’t mean I won’t run
Seen too many local legends fade before they hit thirty-one
Everybody got a “could’ve been” tucked inside they tongue
Or another silent vice slowly eatin’ up they lungs, look

Now don’t confuse compassion with surrender, I know pressure
When the floor beneath your feet is weak, no roof can hold together
Funny how the people with the least still build the strongest spirit
While the ones with all the power only weaponize the fear in it

Me, I’m just translating all the feelings
Into something my people could believe in
Like Spinetta writing galaxies above the traffic noise
Or Cerati floating melodies through static for the boys

Lookin’ out the window
You ain’t really from around here, you new blood
Talk slick, get erased like old clubs
Still dancing with the prophecy
Everybody changing faces just to match the current policy
Couldn’t be me, couldn’t be mine
I come home to my girl like “how’d your day go this time?”
Took the poetry from Constitución train lines
Made it understandable
And they probably still hate mine, yeah

jueves, 21 de mayo de 2026

peón a b6

Te expliqué que hay sacrificios que se hacen por ventaja
que a veces perder una pieza salva todo lo que amás
pero vos veías derrota donde yo veía enseñanza
como quien abandona el juego antes de entender las reglas, te regalás

Yo hablaba de paciencia, de esperar el movimiento
vos querías jaque mate en los primeros diez momentos
como gente que acelera por miedo al aburrimiento
sin saber que las partidas grandes viven del suspenso

Nunca quisiste aprender por orgullo o por costumbre
decías “muchas reglas matan toda incertidumbre”
pero el caos sin dirección también destruye la cumbre
como barco sin timón celebrando su derrumbe

Vos moviendo la reina como si fuera inmortal
yo mirando cómo abrías todo el centro emocional
porque amar también implica defender lo esencial
y no exponer lo más valioso por impulso visceral

Te molestaba el silencio cuando yo analizaba
pero el ajedrez enseña que el apuro siempre habla
el que mueve por ansiedad muchas veces se regala
como quien grita en discusiones cuando el miedo lo desarma

Y yo cansado de explicar por qué el caballo hace curvas
cómo hay caminos indirectos que igual llegan a la altura
pero vos querías certezas inmediatas y absolutas
como gente que abandona los procesos por la euforia

Había belleza en tus errores, no voy a mentirte
esa torpeza transparente que tenía algo de libre
pero el juego se hace largo cuando nadie más compite
y enseñar sin interés lentamente te derrite

Porque no es lindo jugar contra alguien que no mira
que tira piezas por costado mientras el tablero gira
como hablarle de futuro a quien le asusta la rutina
o intentar construir puentes con quien romantiza ruinas

Vos confundías ser real con nunca pensar dos veces
yo aprendí que hasta el cariño necesita inteligencia
porque amar sin perspectiva deja heridas diferentes
como un rey mal protegido entre ataques permanentes

A veces creo que perdiste antes de empezar la ronda
no por falta de talento, solo miedo a la derrota
hay personas que prefieren incendiar todas las hojas
antes de aceptar que el tiempo también pule lo que toca

Y yo tampoco fui maestro, tuve errores evidentes
me obsesioné con controlar cada posible accidente
quise convertir el vínculo en partida inteligente
olvidando que en la vida nadie calcula la muerte

La última vez que jugamos ni tocaste las blancas
miraste el tablero fijo como quien mira una trampa
dijiste “siempre estás pensando mientras todo se desgasta”
y entendí que hay gente alérgica a vivir con la distancia

Porque algunos quieren fuego, otros buscan arquitectura
unos aman la tormenta, otros sostener la estructura
y no existe peor partida que forzar la misma ruta
cuando uno quiere raíces y el otro solo quiere la disputa

Jenga

Éramos Jenga sobre mesa de domingo en lo de tus viejos
bloques bien acomodados escondiendo los complejos
cada beso era madera sosteniendo los reflejos
pero el tiempo cobra caro y deja torcidos los espejos

Al principio yo te invito, birra fría y alquiler
dos adolescentes abrazándose pa’ no caer
Yo contando las monedas, vos queriendo enloquecer
como torre mal armada que no sabe dónde va a ceder

Y llegaron los ascensos, las reuniones y otra agenda
vos ganando como yo, yo ahorcado con la venda
cada compra era una pieza tambaleando la paciencia
porque el ego hace ruido aunque el amor haga presencia

Vos pagabas las salidas y yo el orgullo en silencio
yo ponía el combustible, vos el techo y el esfuerzo
la balanza mal llevada transforma abrazos en un juicio
como Jenga cuando un lado carga todo el edificio

Nos volvimos roommates tristes compartiendo el desayuno
hablando solo de cuentas y del precio del consumo
la heladera llena, sí, pero vacíos uno a uno
como torre que por fuera sigue firme frente al mundo

Tus amigas diciendo “dejalo, vos podés sola”
mis amigos “si ella cambia, hermano, la relación mejora”
todos metiendo la mano como jugadores ahora
pero nadie junta piezas cuando la estructura desmorona

Y vos gastando de más solo pa’ sentirte suficiente
zapatillas, cenas caras, aparentando ser fuerte
Yo mirando los extractos con los ojos de gerente
mientras el amor perdía contra números corrientes

La rutina fue humedad doblando las esquinas
vos dormida con la tele, yo fumando en la cocina
cada discusión pequeña removiendo otra tablita
hasta el gato se escondía cuando el silencio aparecía 

Éramos expertos mintiendo “todo bien” en las visitas
pero el piso ya crujía bajo todas las sonrisas
como familias que cenan mientras sangran las heridas
sosteniendo tradiciones pa’ evitar despedidas

Y el problema del Jenga nunca fue sacar la pieza
es creer que el movimiento no sacude lo que queda
cada acto individual tiene una fractura secreta
todo “yo” mal administrado hace caer la careta

Vos querías vacaciones, yo pagarle a mis viejos
Vos soñando independencias, yo soñando hijos lejos
tironeando de los bloques pa’ cumplir deseos viejos
sin notar que entre los dos demolíamos el techo

La última noche fue simple, ni portazos ni teatro
solo dos desconocidos compartiendo el mismo cuarto
vos doblando tus remeras, yo mirando el calendario
como obreros que abandonan un edificio incendiado

Y entendí viendo la mesa vacía después del ruido
que en el Jenga de la vida nadie gana lo perdido
porque aun quien tira el bloque y sale ileso del partido
queda solo entre pedazos de algo que había construido

Ahora paso por tu calle como quien evita ruinas
veo parejas discutiendo por trabajo y gasolina
y recuerdo que el amor no se destruye de un día
se desgasta pieza a pieza con pequeñas cobardías

concrete bloom 3

Street lights dead, now the sunrise look hostile
Jaw tight, fist balled, still mad spiral
Ash on the sink, paint drops on the gray tee
Broke mirrors last night, now the shards wanna fight me.

G minor in the rearview, grief still in rotation
Switched keys but the lock still rage-shaken
Had to bury old me in the backyard dirt
Funny thing is, I still feel him under my shirt

Street sweeper cleaning where the glass got shattered
New block, same scars, none of that mattered
Burned bridges for heat — that’s revenge and survival
Also how I learned who was gasoline vital

Concrete bloom where the shell case landed
Hope grow weird when your whole past damaged
Said “it left marks” — bullet holes, love bites, and memories
Now every scar on me got a separate energy

Fast cash, fast fists, slow recovery
Hate taste sweet when the pain is not a luxury
Penthouse view with a war in the lobby
Champagne pop sound like somebody got bodied

Window reflection look ready to swing back
Ghost in the glass saying “you still think that?”
I moved weight — yeah pain, plates, and product
Still throw blows at the wall when I’m honest

New day rising but the sky look bruised still
Sunlight hit me like a cop at a room fill
Half my old friends either dead or lost their minds 
Other half switched sides when the bui'ness closed blinds

Hot soul, cold sweats, dark humor coping
Carry rage tucked like a blade when I'm smoking
Had to cut dead weight — now the whole team lighter
Funny how loss turn a broke boy fighter

Blue Hour gone but the night still breathing
Anger in my chest got the ribs cave-creaking
Morning came clean but my hands still tired
Rebuilt myself colder but with a soul on fire

concrete bloom 2

Yeah, the blue light's gone, the sun hit the bricks,
Woke up with the city, no more magic tricks.
Coffee in the cup, smoke rising to the sky,
Watched the night fade right in front of my eye.
G minor in the rear view, major key today,
Pushed the heavy clouds and the static all away.
The street sweepers cleaning up the mess we left behind,
Got a fresh slate, new rhythm in my mind.

Concrete bloom, yeah, a flower in the crack,
Step into the light, ain't no looking back.
We survived the lobby, we survived the screen,
Now we moving forward in this life's routine

Yeah. The Blue Hour is over.
Welcome to the morning

Yeah, blue light gone, now the sunrise hit hard
Slept two hours with the TV still on
Ash on the hoodie, coffee gone cold
Still got a little bit of hate in my soul

Window half cracked, hear the buses outside
City waking up while I'm dead in the eyes
Last night felt like fistfights and sirens
This morning feel quiet but the rage still hiding

G minor in the rearview, switch lanes
Whole life went left but I still maintained
Had to let the wreck burn out on its own
Now the smoke clear slow while I drive back home

Street sweep clean where we broke ourselves down
Same old blocks but they different right now
Concrete bloom where the rainwater drip
Came up from the mud with a pain-made grip

I don't want revenge, I want peace and distance
But part of me still want names and vengeance
Still replay conversations in my head
Still got ghosts in the hall by the bed

New day, same scars, fresh air though
Heart still heavy but the head move careful
Sun hit gold on the side of the train
Felt good for a second then I thought of the pain

We survived the silence, survived bad habits
Survived fake love and the self-made damage
Now the city's alive and the sky turn orange
But the anger still live somewhere deep in the storage

Fast walk, headphones, downtown morning
Half healed, half numb, still transforming
Used to want the world just to prove I existed
Now I just want calm when the room get twisted

Blue Hour gone, now the day move clearer
Finally recognize my face in the mirror
Still got war in me, still got scars to discover
But I made it through the night, now the morning recover

Yeah
The Blue Hour over
Welcome to the morning

But don't act like the night ain't still inside me