You said honesty mattered, then you mastered the disguise
Lookin’ me dead in the face while rehearsin’ all your lies
I was defendin’ your name in rooms you already burned
You were cashin’ out trust while I was hopin’ you’d learn
Funny how the truth leaks through the cracks in your tone
Every “I love you” sounded more like fear bein’ alone
I confused your dependency with some kind of devotion
Now I see you only loved me when I softened your emotions
You needed somebody solid when your world went dark
But you never had the courage just to look at your heart
Always blamin’ your past every time you got caught
Like pain was a pass for every line that you crossed
And I bought it for a minute, that’s the sick part
Tried to water dead roots, call decay art
Now I replay conversations and the mask slips clear
You weren’t misunderstood, you were just insincere
And it hurts ‘cause I believed you
Every cracked excuse and half-truth that you leaned to
I kept carryin’ us both ‘til my soul went numb
Now I see the kind of person you become
Weak love, weak spine, weak lies
Crocodile tears in your blue eyes
I was buildin’ somethin’ real while you played pretend
Now the silence sayin’ everything you never did
You wanted sympathy more than accountability
Wanted me to call your chaos vulnerability
There’s a difference between broken and afraid to grow
You wore damage like a crown just to avoid the work below
And I know people hurt people, trust me, I get it
But eventually your patterns become choices if you let it
You kept runnin’ from yourself and called it “needin’ space”
Then came back when nobody else could tolerate your ways
That ain’t love, that’s survival with a softer presentation
That’s manipulation wrapped in pretty conversation
You kept sayin’ “I’m trying,” but effort got a deadline
Funny how your healing only mattered on my time
And I ain’t innocent, nah, I got wounds too
But at least I never made my scars another excuse
There’s strength in admittin’ when the poison is yours
You kept sweepin’ broken glass underneath the floors
Now I see you clearer than I wanted to
A scared little kid inside an adult costume
Still runnin’ every time the mirror talks back
Still callin’ every bridge burned “another attack”
And I can’t save somebody addicted to escape
Especially when they mistake love for a safe place
And it hurts ‘cause I believed you
Every cracked excuse and half-truth that you leaned to
I kept carryin’ us both ‘til my soul went numb
Now I see the kind of person you become
Weak love, weak spine, weak lies
Crocodile tears in your blue eyes
I was buildin’ somethin’ real while you played pretend
Now the silence sayin’ everything you never did
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